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my doubts fade away

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea, I'll sail the world to find you
this is my last goodbye to you
Tuesday, October 18, 2011 @ 11:31 PM


i have decided to let you go, is not because i dont love you but i guess, you simply dont treasure this love as much as i do.

i have no idea what made you to be who you are today.

frankly, i am disappointed. disappointed that the girl whom i once shared my cloest secret to, the girl whom i shared my ups and downs with, actually did cursed and sweared in my face.

what happened?

i question myself everytime someone asked me about you.

was there something i could have done to prevent such things from happening in the first place?

what happened?

this question remain unanswered. i dont know. i guess only you could answer this.

i know i was really harsh on you when i sent that last message. i thought it would be able to wake you up to your senses. i thought those words will shake you enough to make you realized you are seriously headed in the wrong direction.

but no, you responded 180 degrees from what i hoped you would.

thats when i knew, you are beyond me to do anything more.

i am sorry to have given up but i really have no idea how to hold on when you cant even be truthful to me.

i tried to find every reason to convince myself that you are still that same girl who bought a MR HAPPY stuff toy to cheer me up when i was going through a tough time in life.

i tried to remember all the great times we shared in Hong Kong and how you booked Hard Rock Hotel Room for my 20th birthday.

i tried to remember how you were always always there when i needed someone.

i just wanted you to be truthful but it seems all too difficult right now.

why did you give up on us so easily? were we that worthless to you? that for a mere profit of $50, you gave up your integrity?

i hope the life that you are living now is really something you want. i hope you are able to face that girl in the mirror every morning and say you truly love who she is deep down inside.

this is my last goodbye to you.